Wake Up Girl!

I got caught slippin today. Not by anyone out there, by the woman inside of me. She was screaming at me because I'd fallen under this notion that I wasn't worthy... of a look, of a love of my own, of my heart's desires or of the things and experiences I want out of life. She was cussin me out because I appeared to have gotten stuck in an unhappy place, feeling as if my young self were old and outdone, and sooo close to wrinkle and old age that my chances for the happiness I seek were completely gone. I'm so glad she showed up because I was straight believin' the hype, the gas of negativity was choking the shining spirit within.

If she didn't show up I probably would have died, not in the physical sense, but in the sense that leads to the physical sense. I'da probably let myself wallow in self destruction and left myself open to whatever disease to take care of the rest. But I'm not goin' there, the sunlight shone brightly on my face and the wind whipped up against my cheeks and I realized I AM WORTHY! I am beautiful, I am to receive, I am to experiene, I am to be the ME that is ME! I've got a renewed perspective now, one that allows me to see all that my AMAZING CREATOR has placed in me. Watch out!