So, is it wrong to be so happy with who you are and what you're about to just want someone that fits in, where and when they do? If you want to be physical, that's cool too? Then, just go back to being what it is and leaving being physical an option? I mean REALLY, WTH is so WRONG with that???
Maybe I should be more clear as to who I am and where I am in my life at this moment. Umm, I have a GREAT job (anytime you can wear sweats & sneaks & the checks don't bounce) that's GREAT for me :) No young people, that I'm responsible for directly; this is a plus in my book. I have a career as well, that takes and demands a lot of my so-called FREE time (which affords me meeting very different and interesting people from all walks of life, constant parties, food and spitirts *FREE* & Groupie LOVE; but, when the new music isn't done and your not gigging, it's not that available, you're not in the scene) Now, I am not living on my own at the moment (another blog for another day) however, with what I previously stated, I set up the BEST date nights/weekends and opportunities for one-on-one time that most committed relationships lack! So again, I ask, why PRESS ME on being what I am not willing to be with YOU, when you keep PRESSING to get from ME what I WANT??? Laymens/womens terms ... if you want to F*** me, than let it be and let everything else fall into or out of place!?!?!?
I have a GREAT LIFE!!!! I come from two very large, loving, and supportive families (my mom is one of 12 and my dad is one of 18; all by the same parents). I'm used to sharing and very rarely think of JUST myself. I have a plethora of young people that I would make my own if I needed to, that enjoy me when I'm around; as well as they teach me a whole lot about myself too. I have a selective, small set of UNBELIEVABLE, INTELLIGENT, BEAUTIFUL, SUCCESSFUL Friends; which I must admit, might make it hard for those wanting more from me because, they just don't STAND as TALL.
But, again, I'm talking about SEX and you're talking about RELATIONSHIP ... oh shit, did I just answer my own question? CTFU :-0
All this to say ... sometimes if you just go with the flow and be appreciative of what you're receiving at the moment you subconsciencly allow the other person to arrive where you wanted them to be all along. People LOVE to be thier own BOSS and make thier own DECISIONS & YOU ...... YOU, JUST F***** THAT UP ;-)
So once again, I just want to be where I'm at.
Just another day with NO SEX IN THE BIG CITY!
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I love that post...I wish the world could read this and take it in to account how crucial the diffentiation between the two are...it would be a much better place...
ReplyDeleteYou already know that you've inspired me to a decision in my life but either way your post was AWESOME!!!!!!! Just keep writing about what you do and what you're feeling, like you have been, because IT WORKS!!!!
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